Now you may be wondering with my love for this time of year why in the world would I be having this torn feeling well I'll tell you why.... my favorite season is upon us however at the same time my sweet husband will be starting school. Now I'm not saying that I'm not happy that he is starting school because I am. I am beyond excited for him and so happy to see how happy and excited HE is about this new adventure we are about to embrace together, he is getting closer bit by bit to fulfilling his dreams, however.... I am a bit selfish.
I can't express how much I have loved these past 15 months of being married, every night coming home to my sweety, every night sitting down and having dinner with him, going to bed early or staying up late, doing what we want when we want but more importantly we got to be together. My favorite place to be is with Jake! And now I have to share my time with something else :(. I guess you could say it's a torn feeling x2 I can't wait for Autumn, I am so excited for Jake to start school .... but I have to stop being selfish ...hahahahaha sounds ridiculous I know.
I know what you might be thinking ... "get over it, stop being ungrateful, all couples go through
this". Well I know that, and I now it will all pay off in the end, I am beyond excited for this next stepping stone in our lives. I guess I should just be happy that we had that first year together! Well what can I say ... I guess I can add to my lists of obsession: Jake!!!